| Thursday, March 08, 2007 |
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jus nw went t party world wid vian & chris . zhen , jas &vian came t skl t look for me earlier on . apul came t skl t see me too & den went t work , skip lesson again . silly boy . . fight wid him jus nw he hit me , den i hit his head bk , bt he stil hit me more tyms den i did . &he scold me puah cheebye . cos i threw his bag on th ground =X so i scold him for tt , & dare him t scold again , den he shouted tt rude word again t me , sucha rude boy . ! bt in de end he hong me . hahas . so swt . bt ofcos i didnt give in ad first . blah blahhhhh . . hais . saw jas's frenster profile . see ruiying face thr too . . im very jealous . . JEALOUS . . i wanna be in tt pic too . . i don wanna hate anymore . . i don wanna hate ruiying anymore . . no point . . i wan her t be my fren . i wanna go out tgt wid them . i don wanna be left out :'[ i don lyk th feelin , i've had enf of tt kinda feelin . . i don wanna hv tt kinda unwanted feelin anymore . . they are my dear dear sisters . i cnt affort t lose them . i love them . love them so much . love them dearly . . ruiying too . i've nv forgotten about her , even though i often talked about how much i hate her . bt seriously deep dwn i dont . . i wanna hv fun wid them . t play & nt quarrel . i really do :[ who really knws wad im thinkin about . noone , cos i always kip them inside my heart . . cant be bothered t tell anyway . who would really understand . so all i could do is just type & type & type . u ppl could just read . & try t understand . bt eventully forget . all i nid is frens . frens , frens . . simple enf . . i wan frens .!!!! i nid love , care & concern frm them . . just them . it's 4am nw , & i gonna work ltr , dunno how m i gonna work too . maybe going t phunkbar too . it's really goin t be a tiring week for me . arrrgh . . :[ |
